i may deactivate this account im just so bored i dont even want to go on the computer and my mom still cant drive becuz of the surgery and her pain so all ive been doing is doing memes on my baterry failling dsi that i post and never get recognizied. sorry for my bad spelling but dealing with a freakish stalker and more family issues life is really a downer. now that class is starting on the first i have been preparing for that and have made some new friends etc etc and dealing with old ones as well. ive gotten rid of my stalker thank god but with harsh consequences to my self esteme and the fact that i dont like myself wich is basciallly the same thing anyway. im glad i have some friends and well mentors so to speak on here that are actually helping me.though there may not be very many i still really apreciate it guys
haha so im still debating on weather or not to close this account but its like 50 50 right now. sorry i dont post much but hey i have a semi non boring life some days i guess........
now im not being all mopey im just bored theres a difference there right? hope so.....anywaaaaaaaaaaaay i still like life so thats a real good thing huh? yeah it is. deviantart i belive is for hardcore artists who are popular in thier own way and actuallly want to post and up date when they want. i guess i can post some and hardly update but it doesnt feel the same to me. i feel i should post alot and update a ton for some reason i dont know why i guess its my ADD or my aspergers but no one cares about that. thats a story for another time if there is one for me to write up one day if i stay or return or whatever .what do you guys want? me to stay or not? i need some opinions on this subject but im not trying to get attention or cause drama we already have that enough on here and i dont want t o add to all that crap. what with so called DA cops as i call them will probably find this entry inapropriate and kick me out anyhow. wow ive actually written a long journal enetry for once well i guess its kinda long and all the bad spelling too hahaha failed humor attempt there.....